Aka fake it til you make it

I’m finally getting around to playing Spiritfarer with my SO and really enjoying it!

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Protein types included store-purchased breaded shrimp, minced pollock, fish sticks, white Gulf shrimp (headless/shell-on), Key West pink shrimp (headless/shell-on), Alaska Pollock fillets (skinless), chicken nuggets, top sirloin steaks, pork loin chops, chicken breasts, plant-based nuggets, plant-based fish sticks, plant-based ground beef, and tofu blocks.

Yes

Defederate

True. I’m a little more lax on trusting them for horror in general, but for some reason the Shudder/AMC originals are especially harsh.

Everything will stop existing if you go far enough

I like a lot of the campy horror movies that typically have 5 or below on IMDb. One of my favorites is Sorry About the Demon (2022) on Shudder/AMC+, which currently has a 4.9 rating.

I have audio processing disorder with ADHD, and it has improved a lot on ADHD meds. It might be worth getting evaluated.

No worries. Keto actually has been helping my symptoms but I struggle to eat enough and am rapidly losing weight, so it might not be a good long-term solution.

Right now they are coconut butter, peanut butter, carob chips, protein bars, and beef sticks.

The remaining player base is rife with toxic positivity. I’m a former destiny addict, but I quit a long time ago, and so did most of the people I used to play with. The game sucks now, and it’s not coming back.

Mainly just the pain of PMDD/endometriosis, being a shut-in because of that and ND, frustration at not being taken seriously enough by doctors, that I am not the best at expressing myself verbally, and that maybe if I could communicate in my preferred medium that they might understand better.

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There’s also a chance that they continue to believe it’s treatment resistant depression and anxiety and refuse to even consider ADHD. That was my experience over a decade and at least a dozen doctors and therapists until I specifically sought out an evaluation. It’s also harder for women to get diagnosed, so that was probably a factor.

I went through ADHD Online and got treated through them a while, then I found a psychiatrist who specializes in ADHD/ASD. He said ADHD Online wasn’t scientific enough for him and had me do another evaluation which was also online and the 2nd part had to be done by a loved one. I’ve also heard of people whose doctors did accept the ADHD Online evaluation, so ymmv. ADHD Online was $200 for the evaluation, $200 for the first appointment, and $100 for follow up appointments, so I would recommend them if you’re desperate and can afford it.

The idea of creating a personal brand just sounds dystopian to me. I can’t even stand social media. If I can’t hold down a regular job, and I can’t handle being self-employed, then where do I fit into society?

Honestly I just feel more hopeless after reading this

Aloof: 4.84

Pragmatic Language: 4.34

Rigid: 4.92

I guess I’m pretty autistic 🤷