Another wonderfully adorable post from smorty to lighten this cold dark world.

Nooooooo Thank you for being here!! You bring way more here than i do. You are cute and kind spreading good vibes. I just kinda exist

smorty is too kind of a soul for this cruel world. shes so hecking positive i don’t know how she does it.

Is the single clap better or worse then begging the audience to please clap O.o

How do i build up self confidence so i can be as cute and wholesome as you <3

I need a xenia plush omg shes so cute!!!

I just deleted it while i finished typing, accidentally hit post instead of preview whilst i was working on it sowwi

• Grilled cheese
  • I wanna try my hand at making pizza with homemade dough and sauce.
  • Kimchi Burger
• The crushing reality of my life and all the negativity that unfortunately brings
• Not sad
• Being the caring understanding and weird person, instead of whatever negative impression people get of me because i am nuerodivergent
• communication empathy understanding perspective and nuance
• I don’t care for social media, never understood the hype even when i did have some.
• okay AuDHD answer here, but like i care about all the amazing facets of the life and world we lead because we live in a world with so much advancements but people especially in the western world take so much of this stuff for granted. I don’t know if this really fits. but like people so often have their niches and specialties but if more people had a greater grasp of the world maybe people wouldn’t make things worse and help make it better.

Slowly descending deeper into despair. My life’s only getting worse the world’s getting worse. I have nothing and can’t find anything worth living for or anything to even reasonably distract from this pain… So basically nothing new.

This is gonna be like the Panama Papers where nothing major actually happens to anyone and the status quo will be maintained or get worse not better

Best luck and wishes to our lovely girl smorty! You are always valid to us 💖

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That’s actually pretty common. Being suicidal is very often about wanting to escape from the endless negativity that hurts you. Death is an ultimate escape from all of that. however The self preservation often kicks in. It’s a survival instinct to wanna avoid death and no matter how much people wanna avoid pain part of our brains will scream death is worse. I don’t know what you are going through but atleast know you aren’t the only one suffering. Many who suffer would gladly share what positivity they could with you. Many people do find there way through the pain and I dearly hope you can too