I don’t really do anything worthwhile. Or at least that is what it sounds like when it is talked about. “You didn’t have to do that” “you don’t feel like that do you” I must really not be good at anything, and I really did think I was helping. But I guess I should keep to what I am good at, being in the way.
I have what I need, a place so no one will need to deal with clean up, and I have the know how. Courage is the thing I need and let me tell you my courage grows everyday.
I will probably delete this when I wakeup in the morning because I am a coward, but soon I will have the strength and need the relief enough.
I appreciate it, I really do, but trust me it is already being wasted.
Meh, every person matters. I believe in the positive butterfly effect, any positive thing you can do no matter how small, insignificant, or ‘worthless’ or ‘in the way’ positively affects the world. Pushes away the negative entropy. Shrug I know there’s a low chance that your current chemical balance will allow you to accept this, but maybe someday it’ll help.
Hope you get something to help you.
Also, just an FYI, the chemical imbalance thing is really not current science.
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/insight-therapy/202207/depression-is-not-caused-chemical-imbalance-in-the-brain
Interesting, I’m quite out of date on this. Nice link