The flat cage was perfect for taking his dick away. We‘ve been talking about how that makes him feel, being unable to see anything, but his horny balls. Luke told me, that it makes him feel more submissive and feminine. Not right away. At first he didn‘t feel that much different. But over time he starts feeling a little weird about not finding anything in between his legs, just the small metal cup, that holds everything completely flat. He told me, that when he’s alone he spent quite some time looking at it, trying to wrap his mind around it. And exactly how we were playing before, he tried jerking the air in front of him, imagining something is there. At one point he told me, he felt almost anxious, like butterflies in his stomach, but still very aroused. He described it as „scared of what I am actually doing, but being turned on by desire of going deeper“. Not sure if I got it exactly as he said it, but the meaning is there 😄

That‘s something I am connecting with. I discovered I am into being Dom not that long ago, so I have no idea what I will like a year, two, or ten from now. But so far I can tell that I love one thing: I love when submissives can admit they want to be dominated. Even if it scares them a little. I love when Luke admits that I am not „making him“ do anything he doesn‘t already want, even if he doesn‘t know exactly what it is. Of course, I am there to push the boundaries, to help him admit and explore his depravities, or to come up with new ones myself. But I like when he can‘t hide behind my decisions. It makes him metaphorically completely naked in front of me. He isn‘t just some guy who happens to be manipulated into things. He‘s submissive beta, he‘s my bitch, he‘s locked into the smallest chastity I could find, he‘s devoted to his best female friend and he‘s doing it because he knows that‘s exactly what‘s he supposed to be. And that‘s what makes me so fucking horny! 🥵

Anyway did you know they are making male lingerie? Well, I didn‘t. But I‘ve remembered that some time ago I ordered Luke to shave his legs and wear my corset and it looked way better than I expected. Since then we lightly experimented with feminization a few times and it was quite fun. So I‘ve decided to expand on the feeling of „missing dick“ a little and bought him a set to wear. Of course, it wouldn’t be complete without him shaving again. I‘ll be honest, I think it looks so much better. Kink or not, it looks clean and tidy and I like it. 😄 I gave him the clothes and told him to try it out. I wasn‘t looking, because I wanted some surprise as well. I was just hoping I picked a good size.

When he came back I was positively amazed at how well it all fit. Damn, so cute 😍 And I‘ve told him that. I‘ve been gathering some ideas and experiences about this because I don‘t have much. I‘ve asked Luke if he wanted to be called my girl for the rest of the play. She looked down and blushed a little, but agreed, that she would like that. And it kinda made me all giddy. She was looking cute and the blushing only make it better. Everything we do is about discovery and I am happy to throw a little sissy in the mix. Still a little surprised by it because a year ago I would be certain this isn‘t for me. But after giving it an open-minded try, I have to say, it‘s fun dressing her up and it‘s hot making her a little emasculated.😈 One thing we didn‘t have and I want to change for the future is having a wig. Luke was wearing a balaclava for privacy, it was ok, but it didn‘t fit so well with the rest. I wasn‘t too bothered at the moment but looking back, it would be a huge difference. 😊

As I was looking at her, looking all cute and adorable, shaved, locked in a flat cage, and wearing lingerie I realized one thing I didn‘t get before. What’s about guys and their desire to fuck „cute“ girls? And I somehow felt exactly what. I wanted to grab her neck and gently slap her with my dick. Show her who is the boss in here. To be protective, but a little possessive at the same time. To cum all over her face. I guess to leave a mark? And you know what … exactly what I did. I had fake porn sperm and squirting dildo in my toy box for a while. This was the moment to use it and make her submit to me 😈 I didn‘t fuck her, but I have some plans in that regard, but that‘s for some other time. Besides Luke doesn‘t know a thing, so I am not going to spoil it. 🤭 Anyway, hope you enjoy the video and the longer than usual text. Some things are impossible to capture in short. It still doesn’t capture all I felt and want to say, but I can’t write a book to one video 😅